- Walk in the gym. Greet my homegirl who works there. Yup, that's right, I know people. I be in here and stuff. Wig still on so I'm feeling light weight sexy... For about 7 seconds. I talk it up with my girl and walk back to the locker room
- Cue a number of pics to demonstrate how much I've let myself go. I haven't just let myself go, I released me like Rose did Jack in Titanic. *Chucks Deuces*
- That's right. Madame gross guts in the house. I immediately regret taking these pics. But I realized that I have to have evidence once I start stunting on these fools.
- Ok, now that the evidence is posted. It was time to get on with the damn things
- Exit Locker room, make a B-line for the the stair step. Think to self "I'm about to dominate this stair stepper".
- Get's on stair stepper. 1 minute in- I hate life. I am dying. I am Shaina's burning lungs.
- 3 minutes in- Counting down the seconds until my death. Wondering if the music I hear comes from my headphones or the Angels coming to take me away... And I'm ready to go.
- Cue my self consciousness making me wonder if everyone notices how absolutely wide my ass has gotten. I see my old trainer and he reminds me that we have 6 sessions left. I am bipolar as hell about this new information. He tells me to get my life together.
- I start speaking positivity into my life and concentrating on my high vibrations. I did a pretty decent arm workout
- Yes, I kept thinking skinny thoughts and willing myself to make it through. And you know what,
I MADE IT!!!
I burned 1000 calories today. I was really proud of myself because I wanted to quit so many times. I kept thinking "Baby Jesus, please save me from this machine", but I felt good, and I was happy to be back at it.
Not a bad look for today. Let's hope tomorrow goes as...smoothly...as it did today.